heartless...

I've been told I am very cold and heartless. short and distant. conceited and cocky
Is it because I am short with people. Not giving them a chance to get to know me. I don't need an entourage of people in my corner, so why do i need to open up to you. tell you my life story and hug you when it's all said and done. No thanks.
Is it because when you see me. I present nothing but the best. because i am proud of who i am or what i have become. and no shame in telling the world about it. you should be proud too of your own accomplishments
Could it be when it's business.. it's strictly business. don't bring your personal feelings to my business matters. we'll deal with those another day. if it's important. i will shit on you if you try to do that
Am i heartless b/c i see something i want. and won't stop at anything even though i know it's not mine. and rightfully belongs to someone else... well i guess she needs to check up on her man for giving me all this attention.
am i wrong for not caring about the other woman. as long as i am the woman who gets the most of his time. and at the end of the night it don't matter. it's me he wants. i am just too busy for him to keep tied down. he'll use u til i am ready to settle down
^does shit like that make me look bad.. conceited... cocky?
and if it does should i give a fuck???

since when stating facts a flaw. or being honest so rude. or even being straight forward frowned upon

oh, wait am i heartless.. cold... rude.... because 9 times of out ten. i just don't care. if it isn't pertaining to my well being. why should i stress over it.

if people stop sugar coating shit for people. and tell it like it is. it'd be a better place.
stop calling so many people your friends. and opening up to them. only to cry later because they told your business to the whole world of ppl that you thought was private. this is how shit gets started
maybe i play it too safe.. but what is too safe...

behind the cold shoulder is a warm heart. i am actually caring to those that matter. just because you cannot capture my attention. or my kindness doesn't mean i am all the above.
the problem with most of you ppl. you wear your fucking feelings on your sleeve. and me being me. imma smack it off... b/c you allow me too
just b/c you cannot get close to me don't think the worst of me.
there are ways of getting to know me w/o knowing my life story or me calling you my bff.
take a chance. i don't bite.

just don't judge me or knock me for not letting you in

-apm