him...

Has there even been that someone that you felt that life w/o them would be so incomplete. no matter what they have done. things they have said. or how many times you just wanted to walk out on them, and never look back...

he is that person you have forgiven him for all of his fuck ups, and he has forgiven you for all of your lackings and slackings. he knows where your heart lies and she knows where his heart lies.

that someone who you look forward to seeing every morning when u open your eyes, the last voice before you fall asleep. that friendly voice on the phone to calm you down when you are angry, or that calming voice when you are in a pits and u know his words of encouragement will take u so far.

that person who is the missing puzzle piece in your life. that one piece that completes everything about you, and you know you are the piece of the puzzle that completes him.. that compliments him. as far as his swag, his stance, his persona, his life style.

you are that person who puts him in his place, and he has no problem with correcting you, and making sure you are on your shit. for little things you look for his approval, and his support. b/c you know what you are doing is for the both of you. as well as he does the same with his life, and all moves he makes...


just to desire his touch, to smell his scent, to lay in his arms... kiss his lips... feel his hands caress certain parts of your body. his arms is your shield and protector, and he has promised to protect you for the rest of y'all life.


even during the separating moments.. they are never forgotten, missed deeply, and wanting them back desperately. and knowing going back may hurt you more than being without them... but you take them risk b/c the feeling is so real, so deep, and so much love is there. true love.

something must keep bringing us back together to get to this point... so i am extending my hand to you one more time, hoping you hold on, and never let me go...

timing is everything... and my clock has ran out before, but i think the ref put 3:00 minutes back on the clock to give me another chance to get a lifetime of happiness back...

it's amazing what your heart will do to you... and how he can just cradle you and it...

Questions?

We all have questions that always go unanswered, and even when answered we do not always like the answer. So we ask a different way to get a different answer, and at the end of the day it is still the same answer as before.

We tend to answer questions out of emotions. But have we every tried answering them by setting your emotions aside. Instead of giving an idealistic answer, it's more of a realistic answers.

Some questions go deeper, and touch parts of you that you cannot ask without including some sort of emotion. but we will never get a true answer b/c it is shield by our emotions. and of course we'll answer them the way we see it fit for us.

take a stand back and ask yourself that million dollar question. that you have been dying and seeking an answer for, and see what you get..

emotions vs reality...

the reality hurts more than anything, but what is hurt.. it's an emotion. and we all say we want the truth... but is everyone capable of handling the truth when it is given to you in the rarest form?

Honestly, no.

We want the answer to the question, but when we get it, we wished we never heard it.


So do we really want the truth?

Or do we want that sheltered answer?