Thursday, December 4, 2008

1st week of work

Has been soooo boring. LOLz
This week has been pretty much me shadowing someone, and me doing a lot of ready, and online module trainings to learn the system. and their programs they use regularly.
The people so far are really nice, and welcoming. They are definitely on their shit at this company. everyone is on the same page, and knows what needs to be done. there is no questioning who has what or is doing what, b/c it is already established. They be on it. Fast pace, and I love it
But this reading shit is for the birds. Give me some work to do... lol
But i am loving the atmosphere already. how they move and work. the ppl there have a straight forward attitude, and keep it business as usual
lets see how it in the next month.
apm*

they call me DRAMA

Where do I begin with my week line up of drama...
When drama unfolds in my life it really unfolds in my life. I mean not one dramatic thing happens... But a slew of them happen...

Me and my best friend fell out over her not being honest with me. Saying she was trying to protect me. I am thinking to myself. We've been through so much for the past 20 yrs maybe... what the hell could u be possibly protecting me from. when you are one of the harshest person i know. so what could u possibly protect me from. in the end we resolved our issue. been friends too long to let something like this break us up... she just better not let it happen again...

Me and another fellow acquaintance fell out. It was bound to happen eventually. we were slowly drifting apart. it only took a mere mistake to break the camels back. it was an honest mistake. but what can u do about it. cannot cry over spilled milk. clean that shit up and keep it fucking moving. life goes on. . they say ppl come in u life for certain reasons. whether they last a life time or just stay for a season... i guess i was just seasonal... i'll be just the like the rest of the females that entered in and out of his life. leaving a mark for the good tho, i hope.

Me and Lem arguing battles... somethings just cannot be avoided. and this incident couldn't be, but will be prevented from next time. i won't get into details. but it has to hit home before the problem can be completely resolved and laid to rest


and this has been the drama of Ayanna's life

tune in next time..
still laughing @ Amber saying my life would be an reality show
you'd get bored if u had to watch me.. lol